Care in destruction is a form of self-deception
and fury is blind
or even the precision destruction
of a sand castle
there is no such thing as
a precision bomb
the formal finitude of made things overcomes
our respect for what we have made
often that our desire to destroy is
The dark side of the news he brought.
Unwilling or unable to be
the curator
of his creation, the boy swiftly
returned it to its elements,
that is, to
its pure potential
ready to be used again
they were
were internalized
used in making the castle
Once the skills
or, better, learning
was a mode of memorization,
as if what he had been practicing
returning the power of the form back to
himself, the boy seemed
to be,
and using all his physical
might to do so,
By destroying the mere thing
acquire an interiority in being
a memory alone, but could not
realize an interior
Did this object that implied,
one he felt could be replaced
easily? Was his castle
a work of craft
rather than art, we cannot
give value to our making,
always present as the potential
for unmaking, or at least
we have to making, for
without the freedom of reversibility
enacted in unmaking,
we have to making,
that boy has represented
for me a certain relation
Since then
and he skipped off to wherever he was going next
he grinned (to himself, to me, I couldn't tell)
But the boy was delighted
"the lone and level sands stretch far away"
"Ozymandias," I thought of the end
of Shelley's
"come to grief," as we say, Startled,
feeling that something beautiful had
then not distinguishable at all,
barely distinguishable from the sand
surrounding them as the castle's sandy walls and towers
his arms and legs flailing like a gritty
whirligig, he kicked with all his might,
Reaching it
turned again, and raced back to his castle,
stopped, ran back a few yards, turned,
smacked his hands together,
then he stood
and still the boy worked on,
smaller children began to whine for their supper,
boney driftwood into emptied buckets
and spilled the day's find of shells and
Sunbathers shook out their towels.
darker than the sky,
streaked the horizon,
then darker blue
Meanwhile strips of red, orange
tomorrow there it would be
or a patrolling jeep wheeled over it, or a pair
of lovers stumbled across it, and unless
in the dark a drunk,
his castle would be safe,
even as the tide came in—
He had chosen his site carefully
as well—revisions made with
the tips of his fingers, the point of minor
additions and deletions
were thrown aside,
for his work had reached
His blunter instruments, shovels and buckets,
where the windows would be
indentations carved
by a spoon's edge to show,
turrets, moats, interior walls,
who was building an elaborate sand castle,
maybe eight, maybe nine
years old, I could catch sight of a boy, beyond
the periphery of its oblong shadow,
I was reading under a beach umbrella and
but one late summer afternoon
which coast, or which sea,
I don't remember where.
Chicago Review
Spring 2010






